Do you ever feel like, even though there isn't strictly something wrong, even though you haven't strictly done something bad, that maybe you still don't deserve something good. That you don't deserve to be happy, and depending on how you look at it, even worse, don't deserve to be loved. Or maybe, that's not it at all. Maybe you just don't see anything in yourself that's worthy of loving. Maybe, there's a part of you, no matter how small, or insignificant to others, that you just can't see past. That's just there, and it harbours self hatred. Festering. Loathing. And, because you know about it, you can't be deserving of something good.
And if
Do you ever feel like, even though there isn't strictly something wrong, even though you haven't strictly done something bad, that maybe you still don't deserve something good. That you don't deserve to be happy, and depending on how you look at it, even worse, don't deserve to be loved. Or maybe, that's not it at all. Maybe you just don't see anything in yourself that's worthy of loving. Maybe, there's a part of you, no matter how small, or insignificant to others, that you just can't see past. That's just there, and it harbours self hatred. Festering. Loathing. And, because you know about it, you can't be deserving of something good.
And if
So.
One of my rabbits has an on going eye condition, we think it's an abscess in her cornea. She's been on meds for a while to try and heal it, but the way rabbits bodies work, it's an incredibly difficult thing to treat. But there's been some slight improvement, just not as much as my vet would like so we are being referred to the eye specialist for animals (for the life of me I cannot remember the name or how to spell it, of the specialist. My memory/concentration since becoming pregnant is non existent). So that's fun.
Then this morning, I notice my one year old border collie shaking his head, and I just sat and watched him for a while.
it's been over a year since i was last here, and i feel like kind of meh about it all?
i've not wrote, or drawn anything in maybe three or four years (at least nothing of any real worth).
so i've kind of fallen away from dA.
also i've had a lot going on life wise.
now sitting at 17 pets. 17. i honestly couldn't tell you how this turned into my life.
Sif the incredibly annoying huskyBanjo the incredibly hyper border collie Timber the strangely affectionate maine coon cross Limmy the mixed breed rabbit who is afraid of even his own shadowPeach the mixed breed rabbit who is so chilled if she was any more so, she'd be horizontal Daisy the
So my grand total as of right now is 12. 12 PETS.
I went out on my bday with my partner, to the pet shop because my bearded dragons light blew in her viv. And we may or may not have come home with two baby bunnies.
Princess Peach and Princess Daisy (from Mario).
BUT. BUT THAT'S NOT ALL.
About 4-5 months ago my older cousin thought it would be a grand idea to get her youngest daughter and son (who are three and one, respectively) a pet rabbit... Which was not a good idea at all, for so many reasons. And I was angry because I knew what would happen. The rabbit would end up neglected and either suffer a miserable short life, or end up getti
I.K.R.!?!?!? That was my general reaction when I first watched it too actually my reaction every time best. fanmade. trailer. ever!!! Actually scratch that, best trailer ever!!